Complacency

All my life, I have never been ambitious — not in my studies, not in the workplace, not in winning awards/contest. I guess I lack that certain gene in my body. Oh, I have high hopes and dreams for my family, loved ones, friends and even for our country but none really for me. When you'd ask me, I'd say I like this and that. But I'd mean those halfheartedly. I want things, yes, but not enough to pursue it with zeal. If it happens, thank you. If not, it's not gonna leave me disappointed. I'm kinda complacent. In a way, I am easily contented. It doesn't take much for me to be happy (translation : mababaw ako). I guess that's it : I just want to be happy. Is that too much to ask?