ThoughtFULL Me

I think about a lot of things. From problems, issues, ideas and what have you's. It can be about personal stuff, politics, religion, fashion, science, etc. It could be about the past, present, what could have beens and dreams for the future. I think, I think too much. Doing what I'm doing could drive a normal person insane. But hey, I never said I was one (cheeky). Thinking is a form of brain exercise for me (not that I don't have much of it at work). That's why I am neither bored nor lonely when I am alone. It gives me something to do, or think in this case. That's why I enjoy my own company. Don't get me wrong, I like being with my family, friends and others. But I also need my "alone" time.

But at times, some thoughts keep popping in my head that I don't want to think about because it brings me pain, too much confusion or the thoughts are just downright bad. I wish I could just erase them or altogether forget about them. But that's not possible, they wouldn't let me. They haunt me. Until I realized it wasn't my brain thinking — it was my conscience talking.