Depressingly Lazy

I'm depressed. I have no motivation in doing anything. I'm always tired and lethargic. I just want to lie down in bed and rest. Hmmmm…. To be honest, I might not be depressed because I am also innately lazy. I might just be plain old lazy because the feelings I just described also tell of my Juan Tamad attitude. I have this habit of resting first even if I am not yet tired (sometimes, I haven't even started yet). Though technically, I do have a valid reason to be depressed. But I'm not sure if my depression is just masquerading my laziness or it is the other way around. They say depression is unchanneled anger. It is anger turned inward. Instead of expressing it, we internalize it turning it to burdened hurt and guilt. Gosh, this is hard —- psycho-analyzing oneself <sigh>.